Soooo, a long time since I posted....

Yes, it has been a long time since I posted....almost a complete 2 years.

 Not alot has changed or happened for that matter....still doing the same...going to church....admin work for biz's...and now I work for Scentsy!! 

So, that is fun and all.

I just changed the layout and colours....u know I am ALWAYS doing that. I get bored with same ole same ole!

Now, I write e-books....since 2020, I have written 3 books... all for sale!
 I am working on a book about Ciaran Gribbin. A young Irishman, well not so much now; who I fell for. Really hurt me......so, therapy!

April 2014

Well, today is a Solar Eclipse.... whoo hoo.

I have begun a FB page about God and how do we support him. I have also done a Tweeter acc't..Have fun!!

Also, in other news....recent news have discovered a nuisance {similar to Tidbits}. Read the tags and that is what this person is!!

Tweeter!

Facebook!

When friends shock you Part III

It seems there is a series of these...... I get SO TIRED writing about friends who are losers in reality. It is like they have no moral code of life. But yet celebrities have more morals than average "joes"....and they have money, image, prestige.
In 2010, I witnessed everyone I once knew and considered them friends to and do an about face. Honestly, don't people live by a code of honour anymore?? When will this madness cease?!
Carrying on, a longtime colleague/friend turned out to be a _____________{fill in the blank}. One thing that turns me is that she believed that my pain was not real. Yes! Yet, my current boss, ballroom teacher, chiropractors, mother, colleague {out-of-state} all say positive thoughts. An old business acquaintance even said that her comment was just uncaring. You think?
My question is this: Why pretend to care and be a friend if you have a problem w/ me??? Just move on and say no -- to using your studio for free. I cannot and do not understand it. Well, just like everyone else I hope she loses everything. People who don't support others don't deserve what is given to them.
Well, I guess a code of ethics is not in the books for some. Sad..... I have no friends left where I live. But online---is a different story {most are out of the US}. This is what a "friend" said to me when telling him about the perils of 2010. "There is nothing wrong with you, rather something wrong with them."

Friends are people who offer help when not asked and will be there for you

Oh I forgot....

Look what is playing as I write this -- Original Sin! How funny. It's funny that I write all of the time but no one reads it that actually knows me----until I do something so terrible. Yada, yada, blah, blah....
Interesting note to mention......

Greatness in the form of strangers

Today brought the best news in six months time!!! However, I cannot tell you what it is due to people who have chose to make me an adversary {in their mind} -- "Let go and let God". When you intentionally create stress for others it, comes back to haunt. Anywho........
Well, due to the aforementioned, I will not be telling of my dreams, hopes, and wishes here on Blogger.....well, not important ones anyway. I will be writing on Myspace {if you are a friend u can actually read--as some are private and soome are open}. The adversaries again. %##&*!! Oh well. Next!
Anyways, the news is just wonderful!!!! Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Aaahhh, asking for blessings, going to church and having people {complete strangers} pray for you, and meeting an angel who ministers the word of God to my mother and I is the heart of it {and how it started}.
When everything is completed, I will let everyone know.

June did not bring my plans to fruition--but brought another gift

{and I still have to go to the studio to rehearse my Rep Series---in July}

What happens to people when you move on

What a peculiar title? You think??!! Well, I have not written in a month...well, just to pen a short note, I moved from Houston to Katy {Cinco Ranch}and now into our own place---ALL BY OURSELVES!!

I don't really want to go into what has happen in the past month--but its a tale of people showing their true colours --colours that you did not know. But, I am not going to re-hash...because I don't want to go over the events {actually, well, since I am typing then writing it out--again}. I muchather tell it to you personally--which I already did!!

In other news, Bret Micheals was rushed to the hospital with suffering a brain hemmoraige {oops spelling}--he's better now and will make a full recovery. Thank goodness......

The beau and the ex--might as well kick both to the curb..... They don't care enough about me to call. {matter of fact no one calls} I am trying to suck it up and understand in my mind that if you don't have the kindness in your heart to say hello or do something more than an email--well, I don't need you. You CONTACTED ME! Please someone explain this to me. Am I just dunb and don't get it? So, in my efforts to understand people--I have decided to erase everyone out of my life..well, except for the people who have done thier duty as friends to help out.

So, here I am in a new place, a new home, and new tow....Katy, Texas. Sort of feels like home.

So, that's the update folks! And no pics either {sad face}.

Goodbye losers!!!

**sort of like from Schindler's List...'goodbye jews'....

A Depressed Dancer - poetry {NEW}

Why am I depressed?
Why don’t feel the energy to get out of bed and dance
I haven’t been to class
I don’t feel like going to class

Why am I depressed?
Only teaching makes me feel better
I tell everyone I love dance
I am a professional dancer
Teacher
Choreographer
But yet I am depressed

Why am still depressed?
I have a boyfriend, career, my own dance ensemble, freelance work, and much more
Everyone thinks I am wonderful

I am depressed because the battle I was fighting I suddenly lost
I am depressed because I told boldfaced lies to one person
Was two-faced towards one person
Treated one person with such hatred
In the end I guess God really does see and hear all.
I was doing so well, too!

I am depressed because I was not the person I “fronted”
I lived by only the devil’s doing
Suddenly, I found myself wanting to die
I no longer slept, ate, had panic attacks every single day
I just had no will to live
God pulled the rug out from underneath me……now I am dealing with my depression and going to a support group

The moral of this poem:
God always knows what we are up to and will make you realise by any means necessary.
When you still continue to do the devil’s work he lets go.

When friends shock you Part II

Well, here again....
I am still very upset over this incident that I witnessed...disappointed, shocked, hurt, and many more. I don't understand people!! They show you one face and everyone else another. They might as well be a poker player--they would never lose.

This "friend" had known my dad since 1991, worked for him, and after quitting still remained in contact. He was a my dad's funeral and was a pallbearer. He even pulled us aside and warned us against of who not to trust in the business. Over the years we have remained in contact with him--he even helped us money-wise by selling off some gun eqiupment to bring in additional money, while waiting on the ATF deal to fianlize. So, I don't understand it--or what his problem is. Last Friday, we saw him and he acted as if everything was just the same nothing new or changed. My mom was browsing on the internet and came across his name on a site and he had mentioned that his martial status has changed. His wife had left him. But he did not tell us that. The next morning I found a profile for him on myspace and decided to write him a note--just offering support.
It is now Thursday, and he has read the message...but not answered me. Very rude, selfish, and totally inconsiderate.

A part of me just wants to tell him that he made this choice to lie to me and you have lost yourself a friend. While another part of me--wants to rise above this arrogance and ignore the situation and not say a thing to him--let him find how hard life can really be with no "real" support.
I am very mad, hurt, and angry still. Its makes you think there was no real relationship, but lies. Nothing but lies. I have lost all respect for him, don't think of him as I used to--I used to look up. I used to and considered him a sound person for who I could go to for advice.

So, now...... another person I have the displeasure of removing from my life. My mom, that's a hard one as she doesn't really seem affected by it--and probably would talk to him.
Should I write a note explaining my decision?? Or just let him wallow in his high and mightyness??

When friends shock {or disappoint} you

I recently wrote a blog on Wenda Lynn-Koon myspace..... you can click here to read it.

Lies and deception

Well, this was the closest thing I could find to an asshole! To the man wo was trying to opt us out of our business---LOOK AT THE FINGER -- and that's what I am saying to you. F*cking Loser!

The first of two angels

The second angel.....

Remember the previous post {below}? I wondered why I didn't feel good about it after meeting. It was a sham or a ploy to get us to part with the name and basically, lose the name. He doesn't know that we are not going forward...but I really hope he reads this and sees what I have to say about him. I was a victim of online abuse and know all too well how much harm it can do....ou shouldn't have try and f*ck with me. It is not over with as he will never work in this state because no one will trust him.

I am leaving up the MISA blog to show the deception in print for everyone to see along with his full name and mailing address....and possibly his phone number.