April 2014

Well, today is a Solar Eclipse.... whoo hoo.

I have begun a FB page about God and how do we support him. I have also done a Tweeter acc't..Have fun!!

Also, in other news....recent news have discovered a nuisance {similar to Tidbits}. Read the tags and that is what this person is!!

Tweeter!

Facebook!

Home surroundings!

Well, I thought I'd write a bit today. I just finished de-boning a chicken, let me tell you it was hot!! From my last post, I had moved and it is so peaceful. Free at last. Free at last. I am so so happy! The major differences are vast..... to go into a short detail.......
I. a TV was here when we moved in {note it took 5 months to get one where we were!}
II. I slept on the floor for 3 nights, then had a mat {while she was getting the mattress}, the mattress arrive this past Thursday. As compared to a box spring and 2 mattresses! On the floor.
III. internet..... I went downtown to get a wi-fi signal and my neighbor knew this. Three days later, I had internet! Thnx to my neighbor. All I pay is ten dollars a month. Where I was, hmmmm. Internet on the linau the 3rd month we were there. Yea, right.

In a nutshell, we lived with complete losers. Losers award for week, month, year, and century go to them. It sucks to be you! In all....I am much happier. I gave up alot - but,in the end, I gained my peace of mind back. Never. again. I. do. this. Repeat ..............................

When friends shock you Part III

It seems there is a series of these...... I get SO TIRED writing about friends who are losers in reality. It is like they have no moral code of life. But yet celebrities have more morals than average "joes"....and they have money, image, prestige.
In 2010, I witnessed everyone I once knew and considered them friends to and do an about face. Honestly, don't people live by a code of honour anymore?? When will this madness cease?!
Carrying on, a longtime colleague/friend turned out to be a _____________{fill in the blank}. One thing that turns me is that she believed that my pain was not real. Yes! Yet, my current boss, ballroom teacher, chiropractors, mother, colleague {out-of-state} all say positive thoughts. An old business acquaintance even said that her comment was just uncaring. You think?
My question is this: Why pretend to care and be a friend if you have a problem w/ me??? Just move on and say no -- to using your studio for free. I cannot and do not understand it. Well, just like everyone else I hope she loses everything. People who don't support others don't deserve what is given to them.
Well, I guess a code of ethics is not in the books for some. Sad..... I have no friends left where I live. But online---is a different story {most are out of the US}. This is what a "friend" said to me when telling him about the perils of 2010. "There is nothing wrong with you, rather something wrong with them."

Friends are people who offer help when not asked and will be there for you

The first real post of 2011

The last pic---I just love....... love Liam Neeson.
I have spent most of the day working--doing admin work. Preparing for an audition, RDC II auditions, my rehearsal, and loads of computer work. It seems to never end!!! On other news, I begun taking ballroom lessons again {for the umpteenth time}. But, I think I have an interest in my teacher and visa versa. That's all that I am saying. I'll see if this has any future or not. Hopefully, the former.
I have started teaching hip hop again. It's only one genre of dance--hopefully, it will lead to other genres {smile}.
The ex--well, he's just that. I am so tired of his meaningless emails and non-exsistant thoughts. A new year--a new interest--well, I can dream!!

People make the world go 'round

......and some of them will fall off of it! Something I overheard yesterday --

"My friends and family will not help me anymore. If they won't help what makes you think I will?"

Another Loser!

Greatness in the form of strangers

Today brought the best news in six months time!!! However, I cannot tell you what it is due to people who have chose to make me an adversary {in their mind} -- "Let go and let God". When you intentionally create stress for others it, comes back to haunt. Anywho........
Well, due to the aforementioned, I will not be telling of my dreams, hopes, and wishes here on Blogger.....well, not important ones anyway. I will be writing on Myspace {if you are a friend u can actually read--as some are private and soome are open}. The adversaries again. %##&*!! Oh well. Next!
Anyways, the news is just wonderful!!!! Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Aaahhh, asking for blessings, going to church and having people {complete strangers} pray for you, and meeting an angel who ministers the word of God to my mother and I is the heart of it {and how it started}.
When everything is completed, I will let everyone know.

June did not bring my plans to fruition--but brought another gift

{and I still have to go to the studio to rehearse my Rep Series---in July}

What happens to people when you move on

What a peculiar title? You think??!! Well, I have not written in a month...well, just to pen a short note, I moved from Houston to Katy {Cinco Ranch}and now into our own place---ALL BY OURSELVES!!

I don't really want to go into what has happen in the past month--but its a tale of people showing their true colours --colours that you did not know. But, I am not going to re-hash...because I don't want to go over the events {actually, well, since I am typing then writing it out--again}. I muchather tell it to you personally--which I already did!!

In other news, Bret Micheals was rushed to the hospital with suffering a brain hemmoraige {oops spelling}--he's better now and will make a full recovery. Thank goodness......

The beau and the ex--might as well kick both to the curb..... They don't care enough about me to call. {matter of fact no one calls} I am trying to suck it up and understand in my mind that if you don't have the kindness in your heart to say hello or do something more than an email--well, I don't need you. You CONTACTED ME! Please someone explain this to me. Am I just dunb and don't get it? So, in my efforts to understand people--I have decided to erase everyone out of my life..well, except for the people who have done thier duty as friends to help out.

So, here I am in a new place, a new home, and new tow....Katy, Texas. Sort of feels like home.

So, that's the update folks! And no pics either {sad face}.

Goodbye losers!!!

**sort of like from Schindler's List...'goodbye jews'....

And December is upon me....

My moment of zen......okay now onward....

I have been away from the computer for a little over two weeks---and just got the laptop back. It had to go on a trip to get me some $$$. Anyways, alot has happened {as always}. Mom and I have come to the conclusion that this thing with the pics guy is not working out. There is a multitude of different things that is not acceptable. Of course, I cannot say anthing--I am not the person who is driving. But what I will say is that this person needs to pull their head out of their a**. There is just so much that is so petty and not to mention the way you show respect to people.
So, the thing will be going back real soon.....


This month has brought me a new thing---I went to a retirement home and inquired how I could help out. I asked if their were any performing arts groups that provide entertianment. Guess what? No, there wasn't Amazing!! I was really surprised. {I suppose watching Joel Osteen does pay off--if you can recall the sermons}

So, I got myself into a gig and and 3 days to pull a show together---matter of fact, I performed this past Saturday. How does one pull a show together in 3 days? Very simple --you have alot of repertoire that has remained stalemated + you perform pieces that you can do in your sleep! That's not all...... there is more. I have 3 more shows to do! Is this unreal or what!! Be careful of what you wish for---because you just might get it. Seriously, I have a real good feeling about this new venture.....I feel its going to last a long time.

Well, that was been going on......went to the store yesterday---the frezer side is totally stocked. You know the light in the freezer? Well, I cannot see mine!!!

Recap from the beginning of the month

So, where to begin? It was a long week/weekend!! I am tired, but satsified {spelling}. Let's start......

Wednesday-- received my mortgage {hooray}, watched a movie with Steven Seagal in it--never seen it and missed the end of it, watched SYTYCD, watched another movie Belly of the Beast
Thursday--got rental {yay}, went to Po Box, Mall, Kroger, ate at Casa Ole, went to Best Buy and bought a 4 pack movie collection of Steven Seagal, Led Zeppelin DVD {but it is going back}, and Queen + Paul Rodgers live CD {great music}.....one of rock's greatest voices {but did I know that? No.}
Friday--had dress rehearsal, and did film as well in costume!
Saturday--stayed home and watched a little of TV, printed out the programs, then stayed a couple of hours at a friends house and talked
Sunday--neighbors were allowing thehir wild animals {children}run around the apartment and it was rude and unethical. Made a complaint. Went to the studio got everything set up...turned on the air. Left and went to grab a small bite to eat. Came back and got ready and then performed.
And.....on top of everything my hips were out of alignment!
Today, I have a couple of things to tend to also. I might have to move if the neighbors are asked to leave--becuse the manager is not talking to me now {b/c she doesn't understnad my views---which is personal and has nothingto do with business}.

***to hear Paul Rodgers voice--listen to All Right Now {on the playlist}

It came to a crashing halt!

Well, lots of news to tell…and most of it is not good. I had classes--this is what happened.

First my assistant misses class and does not show up to the rest of classes. Second, the two new students were supposed to register Monday, did not. Then, I had a class schedule to teach on Thursday and she cancelled. On the same day, my manager emailed and said her boss was out and all of the flyers had to come off of the doors/windows. That was the last straw. I got fed up tore up the flyers, took everything down, and told her I am not going to do the classes. Of course, she said I was being negative. I figure it this way. I had a business deal go south because of someone dropped the ball, running low on money, and classes did not bring the $$$ in like they are supposed to because no one ever paid {and it was right there in BLACK AND WHITE}.
So, that day was brought to a crashing halt. I still have not emailed my apt. manager back and it has been 2 days.

I did turn it around though----
I decided the one thing that CANNOT be taken away and be told sh*t things is MY SHOW. Already, I have three interested people who will probably be there.

On the door of the fitness room, were my flyers and a man was looking at them and the look on face was like “I can’t workout because of the class schedule everyday’.
Then, Michael Jackson passed away, and that day was me reliving the passing of Hutch all over again.

So, that was my update, outlook, and present state of mind.
Due to all of people’s sh*t--I figure it this way……
You give me problems, well, no one will dance---so everyone suffers…..except for me!

In closing, I have a show to prepare for that I cancelled b/c of a neck injury {should have never done that}. It has been 2 days since this incident and I still feel the same was regarding the classes here. But, my mind is better and more positive.

Sunday's outing, twits, friend's problem.....

I was not going to write a blog since I already wrote one early this morning. But, a friend of mine is having issues with her soon to be ex-husband. Today, I did buy a stereo for the classes that I will be teaching ... and ate at Casa Ole. Missed the movie because the mall closed early and well....

I will not be writing anything related to Tidbits this week. {yes, that's right CLS and SA---because I know it has to be both of you who read this blog, freelance, and RDC's. Everytime someone reads this blog or the others--it records your info...besides the same; two addy's show up alot compared to overseas and mine}. If you get mad....deal with it and get over it--besides, I don't have the time for it right now!!**

Now.....the important thing. My friend is being stalked online by her ex {what a jackass} and he made the mistake of following me. {he will hear an earful!} As anyone will do when you are told hateful remarks - you vent. It is natural...
human. So, she has been writing in her online diary her feelings {sort of a healing process} and this asshole reads what she is writing {I guess}....then creates an acc't on Twitter-because she is on Twitter along with a million other SM fans. Duh?! Can you say Loser?? {Yes, I am wound up and ready to knock people on their asses....f*cking losers!!} So, this idiot follows her friends! Now, my guess is that it is so he can "talk" to them. Oh, come on a talk to me. I'll talk with you and it won't be pleasant!!
Plus, I do think Jim will understand about your ex--he has two of his own {I am sure they are more mature}. So, friend, don't worry about putting the warnings out--if they don't understand--block them!

**You still read EVERYTHING I say-but yet, we don't have any contact, but you are interested in what I am writing. I bet reading about/looking at Robert Plant got old. Not to mention Roger Taylor. The entry was written to plug my upcoming writing {and secondly, to see how quickly you would read and re-read}. Well, I don't give a damn if you read or not!
You resigned
you still read what your "loser" director writes
.....oh, well you can't dance forever.

Well, closing now......this loser needs to get working on more "crappy" choreography!

When friends shock {or disappoint} you

I recently wrote a blog on Wenda Lynn-Koon myspace..... you can click here to read it.

Tidbits Pt II

As I am going out of order from my collection, and there are SO many to finger through!! The musings of a then 20 year old...Good lord...this is what people "blog" about. Can you say stupid? The detective sifted through these and just laughed. I said I know....you don't have tell me. That was before he asked if I wanted to file charges for harassment, slander, and false accusations.

Below is taken from some sort of chronological update of 2006. I just mention what is amusing.
....what is your biggest failure?
Thinking RDC would be worth the time and energy I invested into it (thankfully, I at least got money in exchange for my labour....but not for my headaches)
....whose behavior merited celebration?
Ari's (....taking a leap of faith with me), Shanon's (for being awesome and suffering through RDC hell with me)
NOTE: mentioning the referenced material only
....whose behavior made you appalled and depression?
....................................take a guess?

Do you see the slander? RDC--as I use the intials for business as well.
Oh well, not my problem!

Now, you can read my dance blog, entitled Professional dancers vs Hobby dancers for how I use RDC as an example--to educate. These comments are uneducational.

Oh, the author of these comments is a person who is a "professional dancer". People if you don't want your innermost comments to come back and bite you in the ass--don't write them in the first place. Take a lesson from this person having to read her comments that she deleted--but they are coming back to haunt her! Ultimate loser of all time!