April 2014

Well, today is a Solar Eclipse.... whoo hoo.

I have begun a FB page about God and how do we support him. I have also done a Tweeter acc't..Have fun!!

Also, in other news....recent news have discovered a nuisance {similar to Tidbits}. Read the tags and that is what this person is!!

Tweeter!

Facebook!

Greatness in the form of strangers

Today brought the best news in six months time!!! However, I cannot tell you what it is due to people who have chose to make me an adversary {in their mind} -- "Let go and let God". When you intentionally create stress for others it, comes back to haunt. Anywho........
Well, due to the aforementioned, I will not be telling of my dreams, hopes, and wishes here on Blogger.....well, not important ones anyway. I will be writing on Myspace {if you are a friend u can actually read--as some are private and soome are open}. The adversaries again. %##&*!! Oh well. Next!
Anyways, the news is just wonderful!!!! Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Aaahhh, asking for blessings, going to church and having people {complete strangers} pray for you, and meeting an angel who ministers the word of God to my mother and I is the heart of it {and how it started}.
When everything is completed, I will let everyone know.

June did not bring my plans to fruition--but brought another gift

{and I still have to go to the studio to rehearse my Rep Series---in July}

What happens to people when you move on

What a peculiar title? You think??!! Well, I have not written in a month...well, just to pen a short note, I moved from Houston to Katy {Cinco Ranch}and now into our own place---ALL BY OURSELVES!!

I don't really want to go into what has happen in the past month--but its a tale of people showing their true colours --colours that you did not know. But, I am not going to re-hash...because I don't want to go over the events {actually, well, since I am typing then writing it out--again}. I muchather tell it to you personally--which I already did!!

In other news, Bret Micheals was rushed to the hospital with suffering a brain hemmoraige {oops spelling}--he's better now and will make a full recovery. Thank goodness......

The beau and the ex--might as well kick both to the curb..... They don't care enough about me to call. {matter of fact no one calls} I am trying to suck it up and understand in my mind that if you don't have the kindness in your heart to say hello or do something more than an email--well, I don't need you. You CONTACTED ME! Please someone explain this to me. Am I just dunb and don't get it? So, in my efforts to understand people--I have decided to erase everyone out of my life..well, except for the people who have done thier duty as friends to help out.

So, here I am in a new place, a new home, and new tow....Katy, Texas. Sort of feels like home.

So, that's the update folks! And no pics either {sad face}.

Goodbye losers!!!

**sort of like from Schindler's List...'goodbye jews'....

A Depressed Dancer - poetry {NEW}

Why am I depressed?
Why don’t feel the energy to get out of bed and dance
I haven’t been to class
I don’t feel like going to class

Why am I depressed?
Only teaching makes me feel better
I tell everyone I love dance
I am a professional dancer
Teacher
Choreographer
But yet I am depressed

Why am still depressed?
I have a boyfriend, career, my own dance ensemble, freelance work, and much more
Everyone thinks I am wonderful

I am depressed because the battle I was fighting I suddenly lost
I am depressed because I told boldfaced lies to one person
Was two-faced towards one person
Treated one person with such hatred
In the end I guess God really does see and hear all.
I was doing so well, too!

I am depressed because I was not the person I “fronted”
I lived by only the devil’s doing
Suddenly, I found myself wanting to die
I no longer slept, ate, had panic attacks every single day
I just had no will to live
God pulled the rug out from underneath me……now I am dealing with my depression and going to a support group

The moral of this poem:
God always knows what we are up to and will make you realise by any means necessary.
When you still continue to do the devil’s work he lets go.

Sunday's outing, twits, friend's problem.....

I was not going to write a blog since I already wrote one early this morning. But, a friend of mine is having issues with her soon to be ex-husband. Today, I did buy a stereo for the classes that I will be teaching ... and ate at Casa Ole. Missed the movie because the mall closed early and well....

I will not be writing anything related to Tidbits this week. {yes, that's right CLS and SA---because I know it has to be both of you who read this blog, freelance, and RDC's. Everytime someone reads this blog or the others--it records your info...besides the same; two addy's show up alot compared to overseas and mine}. If you get mad....deal with it and get over it--besides, I don't have the time for it right now!!**

Now.....the important thing. My friend is being stalked online by her ex {what a jackass} and he made the mistake of following me. {he will hear an earful!} As anyone will do when you are told hateful remarks - you vent. It is natural...
human. So, she has been writing in her online diary her feelings {sort of a healing process} and this asshole reads what she is writing {I guess}....then creates an acc't on Twitter-because she is on Twitter along with a million other SM fans. Duh?! Can you say Loser?? {Yes, I am wound up and ready to knock people on their asses....f*cking losers!!} So, this idiot follows her friends! Now, my guess is that it is so he can "talk" to them. Oh, come on a talk to me. I'll talk with you and it won't be pleasant!!
Plus, I do think Jim will understand about your ex--he has two of his own {I am sure they are more mature}. So, friend, don't worry about putting the warnings out--if they don't understand--block them!

**You still read EVERYTHING I say-but yet, we don't have any contact, but you are interested in what I am writing. I bet reading about/looking at Robert Plant got old. Not to mention Roger Taylor. The entry was written to plug my upcoming writing {and secondly, to see how quickly you would read and re-read}. Well, I don't give a damn if you read or not!
You resigned
you still read what your "loser" director writes
.....oh, well you can't dance forever.

Well, closing now......this loser needs to get working on more "crappy" choreography!

A fresh beginning

A picture of the 1986 era--Notorious

Well, after lies and deception it is time for gut wrenching honesty!!! HONESTY? Why do people have such a problem with it? I cannot figure it out….can you. Only one thing I have to say is this: They have to answer to God…and when it is their time he will decide where are to go--heaven or hell. I know where I am going.
Anyways, enough of losers!!! {will have to get another plaque}.

I have been tweaking this blog a little--just adding pictures of some of my favourite singers and all.

I hope the money comes in tomorrow---no $$$ is no fun. Looks like I am going have to prolong getting a rental to go far off places--can’t afford it. Also, the man who I borrowed a loan from is going have to wait until next month. I am still getting my box set of Nine Lives {that I am not missing}. It is so much fun having Sea of Love on the laptop and it skips! Lovely. Just lovely. Not really………

I did not dance this week and I need to the artistry of it to ground my senses---after dealing with devilish people!! I have to film Stairway to Heaven in the studio. Hopefully, I can rent a car for the weekend of the 10th….I think that is Easter as well---not too sure though.

I have been staying up late the past two nights Sunday--3AM and Monday til 4AM. I guess I could not sleep. All last week I was a junkie! Every single day a headache at least twice per day and it is amazing I did not OD! Stress!!!!!!!!!!! I woke up today with a slight headache but not too major---a combination of stress and in need of money. Oh well, I really should leave it in God’s hands. Yesterday, a friend gave us a little bit of food and $20.00. Come on the 1st!!!!

Funny how this people who helped were not underhanded………I really should report this man to the state board for questionable ethics.

Lies and deception

Well, this was the closest thing I could find to an asshole! To the man wo was trying to opt us out of our business---LOOK AT THE FINGER -- and that's what I am saying to you. F*cking Loser!

The first of two angels

The second angel.....

Remember the previous post {below}? I wondered why I didn't feel good about it after meeting. It was a sham or a ploy to get us to part with the name and basically, lose the name. He doesn't know that we are not going forward...but I really hope he reads this and sees what I have to say about him. I was a victim of online abuse and know all too well how much harm it can do....ou shouldn't have try and f*ck with me. It is not over with as he will never work in this state because no one will trust him.

I am leaving up the MISA blog to show the deception in print for everyone to see along with his full name and mailing address....and possibly his phone number.