Soooo, a long time since I posted....

Yes, it has been a long time since I posted....almost a complete 2 years.

 Not alot has changed or happened for that matter....still doing the same...going to church....admin work for biz's...and now I work for Scentsy!! 

So, that is fun and all.

I just changed the layout and colours....u know I am ALWAYS doing that. I get bored with same ole same ole!

Now, I write e-books....since 2020, I have written 3 books... all for sale!
 I am working on a book about Ciaran Gribbin. A young Irishman, well not so much now; who I fell for. Really hurt me......so, therapy!

Two of my faveourite actors!!

 

Something I re-discovered {or someone}!

 Well, I have been watching Youtube and videos  {live} of Paul Young. I first heard his music in 1985 - I believe, and that song... "Everytime You Go Away"!! Love that song...still!!

Well, he has aged and well, I might add! He is 65, I think and looks very youthful...A trait of Capricorn.

I still remember when I was around 19, I bought the cassette of his...The Singles...From Time to Time. 
Somehow, I switched stereo's from mine to my dad's- as his was more powerful. I put the tape in and the next song was "Senza Una Donna". Never heard that song before and loved it immediately -- LOVED the song!!!! Still do....

The in November 1992, on the Freddie Mercury Tribute he sung "Radio Ga Ga". He looked so happy and so cute, too! I thought it was his song!  
At one time, I bought a turntable w/ a cassette tape deck + The Secret of Association. I was cleaning my room and I had left the LP playing and I came back in and Everytime You Go Away was playing.

Of course I recall "Oh Girl"...love that one... 

The YEARS WENT BY and nothing....until I was on Amazon adding music and guess what? There it was, From Time to Time!!! My late teens/early 20's all over!!
So, I had been watching his live performances and I fell in love with this particular song...."Slipped, Tripped, and Fell in Love".

Here is the Amazon link to the song ---

https://music.amazon.com/albums/B01BMQ5GPE?trackAsin=B01BMQ5NAC&ref=dm_sh_0bd5-77da-ac6d-1bcb-d5710

Latest post and first of the new year!

Not much has been going on...my life is turned upside down as now I live with my boyfriend. That is a new thing as he is 50% of the time nice an the other 50% not. I still go on FB, Pinterest, youtube; watch dance choreo, I still dance at home or at the park. I hardly do anything that I used to do anymore. Not much else to post as my life is not the life I once knew.

I thought when you are in a relationship, it would be a good thing???

News to report

Well, there is news to report... but it is mot positive..... see more at:
http://tempsdecuisse.blogspot.com/2015/03/sad-news-to-report.html

Also, I heard a silver lining today---
http://tempsdecuisse.blogspot.com/2015/03/a-silver-lining-to-my-sad-news.html

Tidings....

Well, here I am writing {b/c I have done all of my work}! I am sort of vacationing - but, stil inserting work where I am at. I am in Conroe...will be going back to Houston in the beginning of June.

It has been a long time since I wrote.....alot of things have happen and alot of newness hasn't. I have discovered that two guys are interested in me.... Again! one is a Leo and the other is a Capicorn {I think}. we'll see what transpires {if anything - my luck w/ the opposite sex is not positive}.

Meanwhile, my mp3 player has went on the blitz. It is in the shop hopefully getting repaired. My laptop's hard drive got fried - so no more computer. At least I have all of my computer flies and my music can be pulled from the mp3 player!

Not much else to report......

Birthday Month!!

Here is my pic of my NEW {my new to me} MP3 player! I have had it since around October 2011. My ex-room mate’s daughter said it doesn’t work. Well, as you can see it has music loaded and it works. Long story short…. After I finished unpacking from moving {I moved Feb 1st}, I looked at it and the guy who was installing new blinds said just charge it up from your laptop. Viola! Poof….. Just like that it works. Now, anyone knows when something is dead it will not operate. But, when you are told {and don’t how to work the device} you think it’s a piece of crap! Well, this month is my b-day--and this is my b-day present. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
I already have over 200 songs loaded; and about 100-150 photos as well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY came early………

News {and its good}

Life has changed again {no, I haven't met Mr. Mandylor--that would be LIFE ALTERING}. Mom has been offered a driving job--something similar to what she had in Oct 2009--but this time pay comes with it! Whoo Hoo.... So, with that comes alot of changes. Many things need to be listed out on real paper, things purchased, and errands done. My household lists is going to redone. Just think all of this came out of an solar eclipse---they always make things pop in your life! ALWAYS.......

For now, my domestic bliss--only if he was in the domesticity with me!

June, June......

I now its been a LONG TIME since I last posed. Imagine that--I do alot of posts on FB and Tweeter {ha ha}. So, here are some pics to tie you over. They do tie me over every night and I mean every night before I go to bed. Mmmm. I have found something to write about--like that's anything new. also, I have something to reflect on as well...but that's another post!
And, Mom is better--you know she was in the hospital

The beau...... now gone {I hope for good}

I have not written alot in the past couple of months or the past year to boot. Tuesday, I got an email from the beau. I have not heard from him since May of 2010. I decided not to keep in contact since I was going thru bad situations and a boyfriend/love interest was the least thing from my mind. So, I gave him a chance and his reply was just the axe to say goodbye.
I realised that he was verbally abusive...blaming me for things that I had no idea about. Everything I did was not to his satisfaction. I was involved with someone when I was 22 and he did the same thing........so, I stood up and said adios {MF}!
Meanwhile, I am interested in a collegue of mine....what do you do??

I never thought I would have to write this

Well, the month started out to be wonderful, But around the 15th it came to a halt. First of all, to clarify; I do not have a significant other. So, in going on, I write periodically on FB...usually good things that are happening, quirky things, on occasion I do write about things that are not pleasant. By meaning unpleasant, NO ONE still knows what happened in 2010. The people that I did know are no longer considered friends in my mind. People don't do what they did. Those are not friends.

In getting back to the issue. I send out fun, little sayings in joyful, friendly, and thoughful manners. Most of them are returned. But some are not. The same goes for emails/comments. Before I go any further, I want to say I don't always get around to everyone's comment/emails/statuses. But I do get back to at least 90% of them within 48 hours. I have to ask what type of people am I dealing with? Are people just so self asorbed these days? Is that what society has become?? While I am very hurt and angry at the reaction {meaning no action} I sort of feel sorry for the very same people.

In a couple of posts I have mentioned that I follow Jim. {Twitter and FB} Everyone does. I know he has a celebrity status, but, I don't gush over him. He is intelligent and I enjoy reading his posts as they are colourful as well. Nor, do I think of him as a 'famous person'. Like I have said many times previously, he is a person who has real problems, just like the rest of us. I do send him comments/messages. They are not the 'fan obsessed' type......I am not going to do that, that's insulting to me. Well, on the 15th, everything fell on my head. I woke up and realised I was doing all of the work {i.e I begin everything---comments, comments, and more}. Its like as if a huge rock fell on my head. I had sent him a cute message {or so I thought}--- 'Happy Valentine's Day....be sweet' {something like that}. I didn't see anyting wrong with it. Do you? Well, like I said I don't send anything that looks remotely like a fan gushing. I dont do that! There was no response.

I feel like this: If he feels like I am to much to be dealt with, then he shouldn't have never spoken to me in the first place. Surely, being earmarked as a celeb can't faze your morals. It can't be that far burried in the soul. It's just morals, you know? I never publize myself as a saint, but, more and more I find myself doing good as compared to others. So, I might as well say I am better than most people when it comes to loyality, faith, ethics, and rightousness. Maybe if I use that as a pretext I can actually reign above others in Christianity. I hate to say that--but its true. I know that's why alot of people hate me. Perhaps, he does as well......not hate, but a strong dislike. In any fact, I know what happens next--you rise up, dust off, and continue on doing the good you have always done. {but, while peparing for that next step---its hard not to feel slighted, hurt, and want to retaliate}

The whole aspect makes me feel as if he has no gumption to imagine how another feels. I just know that I have felt betrayed. I say that because I have defended many times when it comes to his work, singing, music....... when everyone else was chewing him up--I was sitting in the defense area saying no. Putting myself out there, and on the line. this is the thanks I deserve. Is it, really?

My next step, I dunno. Usually, when an incident like this occurs I erase that person out of my life. Like my dad used to say, "Everything happens for a reason".
This is something I did not expect. It really does speak volumes about him, though.....and now, I can see the forest for the trees. Perhaps, there is a reason behind my theory of believing that he is not Bono. {on a side note; he as songwriter saved my life when I was 22-Bono}

When friends shock you Part III

It seems there is a series of these...... I get SO TIRED writing about friends who are losers in reality. It is like they have no moral code of life. But yet celebrities have more morals than average "joes"....and they have money, image, prestige.
In 2010, I witnessed everyone I once knew and considered them friends to and do an about face. Honestly, don't people live by a code of honour anymore?? When will this madness cease?!
Carrying on, a longtime colleague/friend turned out to be a _____________{fill in the blank}. One thing that turns me is that she believed that my pain was not real. Yes! Yet, my current boss, ballroom teacher, chiropractors, mother, colleague {out-of-state} all say positive thoughts. An old business acquaintance even said that her comment was just uncaring. You think?
My question is this: Why pretend to care and be a friend if you have a problem w/ me??? Just move on and say no -- to using your studio for free. I cannot and do not understand it. Well, just like everyone else I hope she loses everything. People who don't support others don't deserve what is given to them.
Well, I guess a code of ethics is not in the books for some. Sad..... I have no friends left where I live. But online---is a different story {most are out of the US}. This is what a "friend" said to me when telling him about the perils of 2010. "There is nothing wrong with you, rather something wrong with them."

Friends are people who offer help when not asked and will be there for you

The first real post of 2011

The last pic---I just love....... love Liam Neeson.
I have spent most of the day working--doing admin work. Preparing for an audition, RDC II auditions, my rehearsal, and loads of computer work. It seems to never end!!! On other news, I begun taking ballroom lessons again {for the umpteenth time}. But, I think I have an interest in my teacher and visa versa. That's all that I am saying. I'll see if this has any future or not. Hopefully, the former.
I have started teaching hip hop again. It's only one genre of dance--hopefully, it will lead to other genres {smile}.
The ex--well, he's just that. I am so tired of his meaningless emails and non-exsistant thoughts. A new year--a new interest--well, I can dream!!

Airlines/Airports

Is is better to be safe while flying or not know if a bomb is board the plane with YOU? I choose the former. People too afraid to be checked at the airports and afraid of being touched. I say let those people get on a flight with terroists and be blown up! Serves them, right. If you are not checked at the points, the US can welcome terroists with open arms. Do we need a repeat of 9/11?? Really, get patted down and quit f*cking arguing with people who are making a living at saving your life! Stupid people....
Reminds me I need to read Whoopi Goldberg's book... "Is it me, or is it nuts out there".

Wedding Bells!

No not mine {not ever in this lifetime}. Prince William and his fiance are getting married. Just like his mother, and will be overshadowing everything else--even our President {finally}.

Halloween

Well, first of the "official" holiday is here...no real posting just a holiday them hello!! A new blog wil return in November! With lots of exciting news......

The ending of October is near, and.....

Listening to Oasis--I know I hate Oasis!! But love Wonderwall--although, I think Robbie Williams does a better job w/ it. Now listening to The Cult! Love them.... Just sitting here at the library {so fun}!! Not really and typing this--very fun--loads of it...wish I had my laptop--that my "friends" stole from me. Oh well, things will change and the tide will feather in my direction!! When it does..... I miss watching TV and being on the laptop at the same time! Oh well........
I had a call for ballet class today and an email for another ballet class--now, watch they are DIFFERENT CLASSES!
And........I was not approved for the disability. That is something that I had a strong feeling about. {it has to do with astrology--and more on that one later}
Well, enjoy the pic {I do--the only happy thing at certain times --and thisis one of those days}--than GOD for music!!
Watched {or tried to}Saw 3---I couldn't do it! Too much for my taste. But yet, I watched Wes Craven's Dracula 2000!! Go figure!

Spooky month approaching!!

Had a dream about him posting comments! ^&&%%$

Supposed to be working--but am taking a break!! October is nearing--yahoo!!!! Have my first rehearsal next week---excited? - yes.

Good tidings con't

A new pic of Nikki!!!

Well, the lady did not respond back {for mom}--but, it could be nothing at all. Yesterday, I had to teach. I probably will have to teach a private for a 30 min session. I also have a dancer who is in collage who is interested in dancing in the Rep Series. So, in all...I got a bit of $$$. It really pays off when self employed and you make something. I had a dream about Dr. Taylor this morn--I was getting married to him!! *&^%!!! If only..... {sad face}. I did a Twitter account for Dancer Enterprise...finally. Also, been doing admin work today.....

Just listening to Blue Monday the same song that Roger Taylor spins when DJ'ing! Love that song... and now What Happens Tomorrow....... {his drum work---fantastic. I also saw a new pic of Nikki!!

Good tidings tomorrow??

Tomorrow my mother is supposed to have a meeting with a "good tiding" Yay!! Today, I have to teach in 2 hrs and 45 mins! Hip Hop and a new student. More tomorrow -- hopefully with an update!