Showing posts with label zen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label zen. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Something I re-discovered {or someone}!

 Well, I have been watching Youtube and videos  {live} of Paul Young. I first heard his music in 1985 - I believe, and that song... "Everytime You Go Away"!! Love that song...still!!

Well, he has aged and well, I might add! He is 65, I think and looks very youthful...A trait of Capricorn.

I still remember when I was around 19, I bought the cassette of his...The Singles...From Time to Time
Somehow, I switched stereo's from mine to my dad's- as his was more powerful. I put the tape in and the next song was "Senza Una Donna". Never heard that song before and loved it immediately -- LOVED the song!!!! Still do....

The in November 1992, on the Freddie Mercury Tribute he sung "Radio Ga Ga". He looked so happy and so cute, too! I thought it was his song!  
At one time, I bought a turntable w/ a cassette tape deck + The Secret of Association. I was cleaning my room and I had left the LP playing and I came back in and Everytime You Go Away was playing.

Of course I recall "Oh Girl"...love that one... 

The YEARS WENT BY and nothing....until I was on Amazon adding music and guess what? There it was, From Time to Time!!! My late teens/early 20's all over!!
So, I had been watching his live performances and I fell in love with this particular song...."Slipped, Tripped, and Fell in Love".

Here is the Amazon link to the song ---

https://music.amazon.com/albums/B01BMQ5GPE?trackAsin=B01BMQ5NAC&ref=dm_sh_0bd5-77da-ac6d-1bcb-d5710






Thursday, June 7, 2012

Friday, May 11, 2012

Another old things that I am into....

-
The pic-no, not a beanie baby....

Well, no not INXS...but Beanie Babies!! YAY!!! Last week Mom went to the store to get something I forget now - but she cam back w/ 8 beanies. Most of them I had at one time and three of them I never had. So, I went a-hunting via Amazon, Ty, and internet general-ness. SO... so.... so.... HAPPY.
My neighbor unplugged from the internet the last Sunday of April. He was moving his office to his "new office" and that meant the computer as well. So, no internet for a week and a half -- anyone knows that is murder in this century.
We went shopping - Bath and Body Works - to get some hand soap, pocketbacs, and wallflowers. I have Cocoanut Waters in my living room. F-U-N.
I had rehearsal this past Wednesday -- skipped last Sunday, due to overdoing it on Saturday at the Galleria! So, I had to rest.
And, my newest fascination - Criminal Minds. It is literally only the best of the shows left - well, since L&O:CI is now gone. I liked Gidieon's character and is kinda of missed {as I never aw that many eppy's}, But, I do like Rossi - so, that makes up for it!
Hopefully, next post I will have pics of my new beanies!! {fingers crossed}

Saturday, April 28, 2012

So, this is there new {old} thing that I am into! Pt I







I guess you can tell which one of the brothers I like best!! I honestly like both - but, and partial to Tim. I dunno, maybe its because he like seafood {I love the stuff - could live on it}! But, Jon looks more like Tim as he gets older..... the top pic is Tim younger.... well, you get the picture!

So, this is there new {old} thing that I am into!

Yes, brothers, not black men...... {Arsenio Hall's questions about Tim''s two other brothers}!!

I was 17 when this aired.....and now almost 20 years later, still love them. You might ask me what got me started on this 'kick'?? Well, I was looking around Youtube and found out that JD {the nut from Switch was out} and a new fresh breath of air was in -- Ciaran Gribbon.
Yes!!! It's like time stood still forever since Hutch left us, and no, the band can continue forward.

In other news, I have been doing admin for the past three days. I spent 2 hours editing DE's website {just one page}.
I will write much more over the weekend... promise!! Well, another post is coming just pics!! Love pics.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Birthday Month!!


Here is my pic of my NEW {my new to me} MP3 player! I have had it since around October 2011. My ex-room mate’s daughter said it doesn’t work. Well, as you can see it has music loaded and it works. Long story short…. After I finished unpacking from moving {I moved Feb 1st}, I looked at it and the guy who was installing new blinds said just charge it up from your laptop. Viola! Poof….. Just like that it works. Now, anyone knows when something is dead it will not operate. But, when you are told {and don’t how to work the device} you think it’s a piece of crap! Well, this month is my b-day--and this is my b-day present. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
I already have over 200 songs loaded; and about 100-150 photos as well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY came early………

Monday, November 28, 2011

My home




Well, sort of - not Kingwood -- but, pretty damn close..... ENJOY......
PPS: and you see who is on the desktop of the computer??!!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

May is here!

I forgot this was here!! So, here it is!
Well, May is officially here. L&O:CI is finally back on w/ new eppy's. FINALLY It's about time. Mom hurt her back Sunday afternoon and went to the hospital yesterday for a pulled muscle. She's back home and is felling better--still has pain, but can do a little more.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Halloween

Well, first of the "official" holiday is here...no real posting just a holiday them hello!! A new blog wil return in November! With lots of exciting news......

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Greatness in the form of strangers

Today brought the best news in six months time!!! However, I cannot tell you what it is due to people who have chose to make me an adversary {in their mind} -- "Let go and let God". When you intentionally create stress for others it, comes back to haunt. Anywho........
Well, due to the aforementioned, I will not be telling of my dreams, hopes, and wishes here on Blogger.....well, not important ones anyway. I will be writing on Myspace {if you are a friend u can actually read--as some are private and soome are open}. The adversaries again. %##&*!! Oh well. Next!
Anyways, the news is just wonderful!!!! Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Aaahhh, asking for blessings, going to church and having people {complete strangers} pray for you, and meeting an angel who ministers the word of God to my mother and I is the heart of it {and how it started}.
When everything is completed, I will let everyone know.

June did not bring my plans to fruition--but brought another gift
{and I still have to go to the studio to rehearse my Rep Series---in July}

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Dreams!

I had a dream this morn---of Costas Mandylor!!
Ooh La La....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

End of the year {one person remains & another vanished}

What a crappy year it has been---only one thing that was new and is still in my life. The ex-Army guy---well, I guess he has fell off the face of the planet. I have not heard from him in 46 days {that's two months and 6 days}. But, on the other hand my ex has spoken to me since the mid of January of this year. Everyone says watch out--re: an ex and they root for the Army man--but I say who can get to the plate first. I have heard two negative comments about him from different sources {and one is the ex}. With the military one -- it's like I have discovered a "new person" and the ex--well, we know each other.
So.....a little over two months and not one email/IM from him. I don't care anymore. Because, if he wanted to be with me in some sense---46 days would not went by. So...I really don't care to hear from him again. I guess he made my mind and his up at the same time. Sometimes, I really want to sit down and compose an email to him stating at how he's totally ignored me. But then, the common sense kicks in and I think---he is going to get the same treatment as I got from him----ignored. In all honesty, I think he's done this on purpose hoping I will blame him and he can email {seriously!!} me and accuse me of 90 million things that I don't do right {according to him}.
The ex......well, the reason why he's an ex is way too personal + I see him more of a saint now. Perhaps, that is why contacted me in the first place. He has an agenda {always has} but it takes so long to come out you actually forget about the fact you are being 'baited".
Why can't people live honestly?

I am not going to do a recap---really no need to....... you know what happened I don't need to recant!

What is new is that I am sick. The weather turned to the mid 70's and boom.....sick - yes I am. I can eat right, but if the weather changes it doesn't matter. I had to change my medicine and took the first dosage and was wired--LITERALLY! Talking non-stop.

Christmas was alright---I'm not really into the actual day-nor, am I family orientated. I really like the before hand things. Now, just waiting for the new year----it has to be better. There's a Lunar Eclipse on December 31st....and for me its in my 5th house {love, creativity, and pleasure}. Now, with no beau--how in the hell is a new beginning/ending going to take place.
SIDENOTE: if you want to know what the eclipse touches in your life--look up Astrology Zone {b/c I don't work for free}.
Back to him {!} - I know you can feel these things happening a month earlier or later or around the actual day. Looking back I see I had a Solar in mid July {that's when the crap he caused begun} and someone came along temporarily to take my mind off of him. It was sort of a new start--just kind of weird though. Now this Friday, I have the same house as a lunar--an ending...honestly..... trying be objective as an astrologer, I think it already happen. I say that b/c an eclipse "eclipses" person out of your life. So, on this eclipse I have no idea what will happen---I do know that the ex emailed me twice on Christmas Day---let's me say, that's a landmark!

Well, I think I have talked long enough.......back to the apartment to do some more research. And another eclipse is on January 15th {in my house of friends----b/c in July I lost a couple of those}.
2009 was a time of learning who to trust and who not trust....and what a whopper of a year it has been for me {and them as well}

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Update is here

So, finally, I am giving an update! I have been running here and there--it seems mad at the moment!! I have not begun working yet....but, it seems like one already. Insane the running around Kingwood/Atascocita/Humble---never have I ran so much. We went to the store last Tuesday and have only cooked 4-5 times complete meals....there were actually leftovers that we were eating. We have to pick up the photo guy between 5 and 6/6:30 in the evening and that doesn't give too much time to cook, does it?

Last Friday we had a shoot in the Galleria--so, Mom and I waited until we got down there to go and eat because there is no Boston Market where we live!

I was going to go to the Worksource--but I opted against it--can they really do the work I have already done? {websites, pro blog, youtube, ectera} I really don't think so. I was also going to apply for a position at The Little Gym of Kingwood--but the woman at the front desk acted as if she could not be bothered to answer a question. So, I decided right there not to fill out the application. An employee's attitude says alot. It says that I don't want to work there!

So...........that's the jobs! Oh, and Bath and Body works have not called me and are NOT going to. call it intuition....just a feeling that's it's not going to work. I really hate having such a strong 6th sense--but what can you do.

I do feel positive about the photographer--I don't know why, but I have not begun working {long story and personal as well}. But, Tuesday I was cleaning the studio {waiting/reception and office} and I'll clean the back--the actual studio section} Fun, fun....

The beau...whatever.....no word at all. This is what happens---I hear from him {usually after I email him} and we converse for about 2 weeks--then its all quiet again. I have went one whole month and nothing. The last time I spoke to him was October 24th! I am seriously thinking about not contacting him for anything--nothing at all. I have news to tell him--but I really feel he doesn't care. Oh well..... Ever since his spat at me in July, I really dont have the same feelings as I once did for him. Something extraordianry happen within a week of his blowup at me that completely made me not think of him and wouldn't really care if it were over. This is how strong this interaction was! A karma thing--and one that you cannot shake. He was my moment of zen---and that day was so unqiue and uplifting {the best day of my life}!

The 2nd best thing was getting my 14K---and I used that not for myself -- but to give to others when I did not have to. Funny, nothing worked out during that time in August and it brought me to where I am today--but, everyone around me is experiencing turmoil and I am not {and I have never been re-paid my loan and do need it to make the rent for two monthes}.

So, I have not had things go to my liking I got two things that I did not ask for---well, actually three. 14K..... a car..... and a "replacement".

Monday, April 20, 2009

Humour, my week, ballroom dance, new agey, and reflection

Who did you think it was going to be? Me in 1997--I think!

…..if you clicked onto the link--prepare yourself, sit down, don’t drink anything {you’ll see why}, and more I can’t think of right now.

A moment of humour….my dad, well, he was a character. He had this weird name for me. I really don’t know how he came up with it. He would call me Tawisha. But he’d say to everyone--How do you spell that? He’d say {now hold onto what ever you are sitting on--or lean against something} Too Wish Ugh! I am NOT kidding! Serious as cancer!
He was funny…sadly he passed 2000 November 01.


Today, I have to go to the store…I need my caffeine, I also have to do a flyer. This week…we’ll don’t exactly know what it holds. I do have to rehearse again. I also need to take some pics in a couple of costumes. That is going to be fun--out in the sun in stage makeup! Very fun. Not. I might limit myself to two days in the sun--who knows I will probably get a little tan and not trying to. All between that I have lunch date with the “ex”--we did talk about drinking and I need to see for myself to see how he is before I go making assumptions.

Currently listening to Home {Michael Buble} love this song--it is good for a ballroom waltz. Which I can do along with swing, tango, foxtrot, cha cha, rumba, samba….not a pro in ballroom though. I am trained fully in ballet, tap, jazz, pointe {dancing on toe}, lyrical…and some street/hip hop and modern. I can teach/choreograph all of it as well.

Enough of dance talk…
I am an avid fan of astrology {and study as well}---don’t tell me your birthday--I’ll do your chart. LOL. My grandmother started me on this. So, it is her fault.


On another subject----I am doing better w/ Twitter. These fans…..amazing! I think it is okay once in a while to go ga ga over Jim, ask him about the album, tour, ect. But it is annoying after a while. I am sure he is here to promote the upcoming album, but also just to socialise with people. You cannot wear career hat all of the time--your other hats have to be worn as well. This is just my opinion. I just don’t get it. I have seen them ask him and he might get annoyed with them asking him about this gig, that gig, Chile release date. I don’t think they realise he is a person first and foremost. Yes, he’s a celebrity--but he is human!

Well…..sorry for my ranting. If I offend anyone--sorry--just voicing my opinion.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Zen, neighbors, and more zen!

A moment of zen...... I don't know about you--but I need a moment of zen. My neighbors upstairs with that teenage girl of theirs---you would think she weighs 300 lbs! She is just a normal sized person--but she stomps around like she is pissed at her parents---every weekend! No joke.

So, I am up---and not pleased about it. I was awaken at 9:41 AM and tried to go back to sleep--no avail--got back up. Had a half of a glass of Coke. Then, I did a reading for myself. Now, I am fully awake.

I did my weekly reading and it was okay and all. I have to clean my crystals {rose quartz, amethyst, ect.}. I love the crystals as they bring clarity to my surroundings. I think the people upstairs need a rose quartz as it promotes love and harmony. LOL.

Onwards.....my upper back between my shoulders are so sore {from African} and my triceps are as well. No use in complaining--it comes with the territory.
Being tracked----and not hearing crappy things about is so nice. I still find it amusing {and flattering as well}. Oh well, I am not going to complain!
I have been working on a poem--but it is still in the rough stages. I'll let you all know how L&O:CI turns out tonight---SO E-X-C-I-T-E-D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!