So, finally, I am giving an update! I have been running here and there--it seems mad at the moment!! I have not begun working yet....but, it seems like one already. Insane the running around Kingwood/Atascocita/Humble---never have I ran so much. We went to the store last Tuesday and have only cooked 4-5 times complete meals....there were actually leftovers that we were eating. We have to pick up the photo guy between 5 and 6/6:30 in the evening and that doesn't give too much time to cook, does it?
Last Friday we had a shoot in the Galleria--so, Mom and I waited until we got down there to go and eat because there is no Boston Market where we live!
I was going to go to the Worksource--but I opted against it--can they really do the work I have already done? {websites, pro blog, youtube, ectera} I really don't think so. I was also going to apply for a position at The Little Gym of Kingwood--but the woman at the front desk acted as if she could not be bothered to answer a question. So, I decided right there not to fill out the application. An employee's attitude says alot. It says that I don't want to work there!
So...........that's the jobs! Oh, and Bath and Body works have not called me and are NOT going to. call it intuition....just a feeling that's it's not going to work. I really hate having such a strong 6th sense--but what can you do.
I do feel positive about the photographer--I don't know why, but I have not begun working {long story and personal as well}. But, Tuesday I was cleaning the studio {waiting/reception and office} and I'll clean the back--the actual studio section} Fun, fun....
The beau...whatever.....no word at all. This is what happens---I hear from him {usually after I email him} and we converse for about 2 weeks--then its all quiet again. I have went one whole month and nothing. The last time I spoke to him was October 24th! I am seriously thinking about not contacting him for anything--nothing at all. I have news to tell him--but I really feel he doesn't care. Oh well..... Ever since his spat at me in July, I really dont have the same feelings as I once did for him. Something extraordianry happen within a week of his blowup at me that completely made me not think of him and wouldn't really care if it were over. This is how strong this interaction was! A karma thing--and one that you cannot shake. He was my moment of zen---and that day was so unqiue and uplifting {the best day of my life}!
The 2nd best thing was getting my 14K---and I used that not for myself -- but to give to others when I did not have to. Funny, nothing worked out during that time in August and it brought me to where I am today--but, everyone around me is experiencing turmoil and I am not {and I have never been re-paid my loan and do need it to make the rent for two monthes}.
So, I have not had things go to my liking I got two things that I did not ask for---well, actually three. 14K..... a car..... and a "replacement".
