A refreshing photo of someone {Costas Mandylor--I saw 2 movies yesterday w/ him}--even Bono looks good at this time in my life!Well, no longer in Kingwood, or our own home for that matter. The new year started off very crappy. In 6 years time I have proceeded to lose so many things....first our joint biz. Second, sold all of the rent houses--so no more homes; lost the vehicle, thirdly. Fourth, lost my final rent house--sold it and invested in biz's that did not happen--so no income---could not find any type of work. Lastly, a real shock.....lost our apartment and had to move in w/ friends for a week--then to Conroe for I-don't-know-how-long. Very unhappy here---don't hate {yet}, but not happy. I even went to the Workforce--yeah a real joke. It's bad when you know your destiny and no one understands why things do not work out----they think you are being plain lazy. Its not laziness--but disappointment in not being able to do a thing in what you enjoy--and 9-5 jobs are not happening. {I can't even dance} Had a beau {or so I thought} now, he's wrapped up in himself. I haven't heard from him in 3 1/2 months--and guess what I will NEVER HEAR from him a-g-a-i-n. Never. I guess it was not meant to be. But on the other hand the ex is still around and knows about my home predicament and still emails me!! Strange, isn't it?? I just sent him an email asking to be a room mate--either he'll say no or he'll say yes. Something has got to give. I am grateful to my cousins wo take me to church and are trying to find my mom and I a place to live in exchange for home care of an elderly woman. Oh...u might be wondering how I am writing this---I HAVE my laptop and picking up internet. Its a miracle!! Its my only lifeline to the public. No wonder I lost so many friends in 2009--I was going to lose my home {only we didn't know it}. Sorry for the "wonderful" post---but dying of boredom and impatience!!!!
UPDATE--02/09/210---i HEARD FROM HIM AND ALL IS WONDERFUL!
