Friday and the weekend is near and I am not feeling the best...what else is new. Oh well, suck it up and move ahead. I only complain if I'm hurting really bad and medicine doesn't work.
I'll recap--sort of--
Plan B arose and off we went! It's not bad, actually. Mom and I are are by ourselves. We have most of our clothing over at a friend's house. He actually has known me since I was 17 and worked for my father. Very loyal to us---because of the ties between my dad and him?? I guess---or just very sincere. His boss told me of some job leads and in the course proceeded to chew me out for not being on my own. I just let him speak. But an odd thing had happened. Our friend just sat there and listened to him and didn't say a word--but he didn't proceed with the chewing out. I never said a thing--I asked for any job leads b/c I didn't want him to lose his job b/c of what I am capable of saying---and he doesn't deserve that.
In the midst of our conversation, he advised me on what to do with certain people who are no longer are part of my life. I went and inquired and did it! Simple. I had made a decision on May 11th of this year to cease contact with certain people... but no one knew except a few private people.
He {our friend} just now found out about our moving here and there---and was the first person who was genuine in their sorrow {don't know what else to call it}. Perhaps, he is a man and there's no competition. Like when my father passed away everyone said their condolences once---but never again did anyone ask how I or my Mom was. {my ex, who I talk to, was a complete a** --- but even he derseved a 2nd chance from me. He lost alot--and has learned}.
But, anyways......you can't change people--only wish them well on their journey's.
So...... if we don't talk, its because I have moved and we nothing in common; why continue living a fake friendship.
***I am very grateful to our friend. If I need clothes for an interview I have to get them from him---he basically has everything of mine {except me} Ha Ha!!
